i was born to be brave.

Dear Lady Gaga,
Well today was eventful my first day back at college in a month. I've been off because of my stupid bulimia & today was my first full day back. It was so scary & i didn't notice how tired i get when i'm walking around before but today i felt so dizzy and faint it was horrible and my stupid chest pains came back. It was a very looooooooooooong day. But we got our new brief today :) we have to make a trailer or a title sequence to a tv series we have to totally come up with the idea ourselves we can't use an existing series and on the way home i was thinking i'm so using a Gaga song. I have so many ideas... There's The Brain interlude, Mugler, Born This Way. I was thinking of basing mine on a fashion video like your You & I videos i think that'll be really cool. I think i've narrowed it down to like either Amen Fashion from the Mugler fashion show or Government Hooker but they are both so good i can't decide... Plus i've gotta come up with a storyline first ;) Anyway i'm home now listening to Born This Way on repeat again, that's one good album ;D

love you mother monster, paws up! 

∇ Amen Fashion †

♥

nightnight :)

Okay nails are painted, hair's washed, outfit planned. That's me off to curl up with my Baby Gaga Unicorn & GAGAXTERRY book listening to Born This Way the perfect way to end the day :D 

∇ Amen Fashion †

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don't be, don't be dirty ice cream.

I'm sat here waiting for my nails to dry & listening to Dirty Ice Cream on repeat (ilove that song so much) so i just thought i would post some of my favorite Gaga pictures :) 

Gaga rocking some amazing pairs of glasses. The last picture above is one of my favorite ever Gaga pictures i found it this afternoon & she just looks so flipping stunning it's just one of them pictures that i look at & i'm like wow. She's so freaking beautiful it's untrue :)

∇ Amen Fashion †

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i'm on the edge of glory and i'm hanging on a moment with you.

Dear Lady Gaga, 

I'm really struggling with my eating disorder this weekend, it's hell, it's making me so confused and frustrated i honestly don't know what to do. But i'm just listening to The Edge Of Glory and this may sound really strange but i know exactly what the song is saying. This probably sounds stupid but like over the past month my disorder has gotten worse and like at one point doctors were worried about my physical health, especially my heart. I was so scared and listened to The Edge Of Glory a lot because as silly as this sounds i thought i was going to have a heart attack and die, it was so strange i felt and still do feel like i'm living on borrowed time and it has made me even more determined to carry on, try and fight this stupid disorder and do everything i can to meet you. & now Marry The Night is playing omg the best two songs to keep you going. I love you mother monster.

∇ Amen Fashion †

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eh eh there's nothing else i can say.

Dear Lady Gaga, 

I was wanted to post pictures of my Gaga collection today, i have it all out on my bed and everything while watching the amazing MONSTER BALL full blast. But i can't find my damn camera & the one on my phone is rubbish so once i find my camera i shall post about my Lady Gaga collection because it's amazing. Also i've had a really crap couple of days & i'm feeling pretty low this week so i'm needing some serious Gaga time to cheer me up! ;) 

Huumm what to post today... 

∇ Amen Fashion †

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What a guy.

∇ Amen Fashion †

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Poker Face

Dear Lady Gaga,

THANK-YOU FOR MAKING SUCH AN AMAZING VIDEO. This is the first of your videos i saw and from that moment on it was so strange i knew you were my idol. I called my Mum & told her that's my idol, i want to be just like her. I know that sounds really cheesy but it's true. This video is incredible like nothing i have ever seen before. & you look so young in the video it's so cute baby gaga, i love your hair.

∇ Amen Fashion †

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GAGAXTERRYRICHARDSON.

This book has to be the most amazing book i have ever owned. Gaga's message at the beginning always makes me smile and whenever i'm feeling down i go and look through this book & stick on some Born This Way and it never fails to make me smile. The pictures in this book are incredible, Terry Richardson is an outstanding photographer. I love how with this book you really do get to see the real Gaga and just how down to earth yet totally unique she is. She's just so cute >.<

So i thought i would post some of my favorite pics from the book :) 

∇ Amen Fashion †

♥